Unwritten.

today has been no lie, a lot more better for me! i feel a lot more better, although right now, im physically and almost mentally drained. I’m so blessed to have “moms” here in South Bay that know automatically when i am in a tough time, I am very thankful that they give me advice, cheer me up about it, and always remind me that its part of my training to endure different types of pain and tears because I am called by Him. i love my south bay moms! i never feel like an orphan child because i know that even if i can’t reach my real momma which will never be replaced, i have people here looking out for me, strengthening me and helping me. so thank you Lord for Sis Erika, Sis Julie, Sis Lea, & Sis Rhyce! that no matter what, they are my supporters (: and also to Sis Lulu & Sis Lelet for backing me up & being my defenders! much love to them<3333 

but honestly, i dont have the time for this nonsense. I’m tired of people judging me automatically. the reason i tell my higher ups is because i dont like confrontation, for me it’ll end up worse and im not scared but i’d rather not make situations worse by just trying to fix it myself. I’m humble enough to admit that i need help. I know I’m not perfect, but no one is. just because I’m a bible student doesn’t mean i use my authority on people and it gives me a right to be rude, it doesn’t! and i’m not. but i’d also like to be respected a little bit. pls. i do so much, and i don’t need people bashing down on me but I guess its inevitable. people will always judge and misjudge. but this will only toughen and strengthen me. so i wanna thank God for the people that are here by my side supporting me through and through. :*